A bit battered in places, the paint wearing off.
You are two, looking like one, side by side
so closely touching there is no separation.
This half belonged to me, that was Andrew's,
used in our own offices in every home we had
until after he died, and what was his became mine.
So I placed you together. You always matched.
And yet the contents are different now, re-arranged.
I made the occasion a big chucking-out
of obsolete bills, and receipts that even the tax man
no longer wants. Detritus of a lived life.
I spread myself, my records, over the whole space.
Some of it still isn't filled, all these years later.
There are gaps. And there are secrets. Old poems
written in code, by a man I loved before.

I'm linking this to the Tuesday Platform for 7 Feb. 2017 at 'imaginary garden with real toads'
Good write, all makes sense, all parcelled as poem.
ReplyDeleteHow often one wonders what can happen when there are lack of storage to keep history intact. Even now the database keeps increasing but thankfully not in hard-copies of old.
ReplyDeleteHank
Thank you for sharing your treasure.
ReplyDeleteOld poems
ReplyDeletewritten in code, by a man I loved before... gosh that's so beautifully written. Thanks for sharing this poem.
Oh Rosemary! I love this poem. One can relate to the filing, the process of weeding through old papers... and the love filed away. You won't throw those out. :) Wonderful.
ReplyDeletesweet write, luv when your romantic seeps into your poems
ReplyDeletemuch love...
How we remember those who have past says much about the relationship, the ties that bind, even beyond the grave.
ReplyDeleteThat's goosebumpy, Rosemary.
ReplyDeleteI like the metaphor you've built up here using something as utilitarian as a file cabinet as a symbol of a relationship.
ReplyDeleteThere is something so special about filing cabinets... there is history... love the thought of the two cabinets uniting after you had parted.
ReplyDeleteyou bring the romantic out of even a pair of old cabinets ~
ReplyDeleteIt's not easy throwing out those old tax bills! I agree with grapeling!
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