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Showing posts with label Selene (cat). Show all posts
Showing posts with label Selene (cat). Show all posts

8 October 2017

Games Cat

is chasing for toy,
dangling for toys.
Playmate must be me!

Solution one: there’s 
miaow. A try. Maybe even
(soon) me-against rubs.

Door. To - it - from: circles.
Chair (my): around she prowls.

Myself, I won’t risk the Her.
(Health / ill conflict ... as
food would relieve it too.)

I think she’s me-like.
She thinks me her-like.

Outside’s wet. It is.
Bored is She.

Although people enjoyed my recent poem Cat Games (because many people love cats) I myself soon came to the conclusion it was banal and boring. Under the influence of Carmen Giménez Smith's chapter, 'An Exercise in Derangement' in the book WINGBEATS II, I wrote it out backwards (incorporating two photo captions from that earlier post) and needed very few further changes to arrive at what I hope is a more dynamic poem.

2 October 2017

Cat Games

She is bored.
It's wet outside.
Like me, she thinks
to relieve it with food,
but I don't inflict on her
the ill-health I risk for myself.

She prowls around my chair,
circles from it to the door,
rubs against me; soon
may even try a miaow.
There's one solution: 
I must be playmate.














Toys for dangling
















Toy for chasing


Exercise: 55 words (excluding title)

Also linking to Monday Writes #125 and to Midweek Motif – Animals at Poets United

21 August 2017

Adopting an Older One

It’s really not complicated 
(though she is complex); it’s gradual. 
Over a year before she began to purr; 
closer to two until she learned, 
tentatively, to miaow.

This evening she gave my finger 
a tiny lick. Still I know – because 
she has taught me so – I must never
presume nor encroach. She makes all 
the running, sets the pace. It’s simple.














at 'imaginary garden with real toads' (10 lines)

21 July 2017

The Misunderstanding

I said into her mind, ‘Today you can
come with me if you wish.’ I only meant
she could attach her mind to mine and see
and hear and feel and do alongside: scan
my own experiences and share. I sent,
I thought, that message. Sadly, she
received it literally, stood by the door
as if with whiskers spruced, bag packed, intent
and ready, proud to come along with me
on business. Had to tell her, ‘Sorry – you’re
Cat, see.’

Written for the curtal sonnet challenge at Poetic Asides.





23 June 2017

The Yoga Master

How sinuously 
she contorts herself
into positions which,
on the basis of eyesight
and some idea of anatomy,
should be impossible.

She makes it look easy –
shoulders high, head low;
arched back, then slump;
limbs curving over bent head;
body recumbent while legs
reach gradually further up the wall.

Then she relaxes flat,
motionless, and I realise
she has gone into deep meditation,
zoning out, stilling her mind.  
She can lie a long time like that
before slowly stretching and purring.



















Written for Poets United's Midweek Motif ~ Yoga


23 April 2017

Luxuriant Saturday

An afternoon shower. Clean sheets 
and fresh pyjamas. The book I'm reading. 
Cushions to prop me up, half-sitting.
Raisin toast and coffee on the bedside table. 
My cat lying close beside me, purring.

Then the cat vacates, as I'm joined
by one of my favourite men. 'I'm having 
a little lie down,' I say. 'My dear,' says he, 
appreciating all the details, 'You're not 
just lying down – you're luxuriating!' 

We giggle, as he wickedly suggests 
I tell my girlfriends how my luxuriant event
was enhanced when a male friend joined me ... 
by phone of course! I inform him it's really
a threesome: one girlfriend too, via tablet.

We do love each other, though not 'like that'.
He tells me how to fill my spine with light
and send it out to the world through my crown –
and also what to use to clear my sinuses,
and things to be aware of when I set up my new telly.

Linda sends me a picture of her cat, which is
curled beside her on her bed, purring. She too
is having a lie down, with coffee and cake. I tell her
James calls it luxuriating. She embraces the word.
I compliment James on his use of language.

















Linda's cat, Sarabi, in the photo she sent me.


I'm linking this poem to Poets United's Poetry Pantry #350

6 April 2017

The Vanishing Cat

The cat with white whiskers is not always here –
but I don’t know where she goes when she goes.
She will be here, then quietly disappear
when you’re not looking. Nobody knows
the way that she does it; she’s quiet and quick.
I look in each possible hiding-place
but she’s nowhere at all. It’s a very good trick.
I call her name but she won’t show her face.

She’s not in the cupboard or under the bed,
not under the table or behind the couch,
not in the kitchen scrounging for food –
and the doors are all shut so she can’t have gone out.
Then, just when everyone’s quite given up,
there she is suddenly, in the middle of the floor,
sitting pretty or curled up asleep …
though you know she wasn't there before.

The cat with white whiskers is lovely to see
when she gazes up with those wide, calm eyes.
‘What?’ she seems to say, ‘Looking for me?
I can’t understand that. It’s such a surprise.
Where would I have gone? What could I have done?’
and she licks her paw with a nonchalant air.
The cat with white whiskers has fooled you again.
She’s here, of course … only sometimes she’s – where?



















For Day 6 of April Poetry Month at 'imaginary garden with real toads' we are Celebrating Children's Poetry and invited to write a poem that children might enjoy. I hope adults do too!


31 January 2017

She Becomes an Indoor Cat

In heatwave, dawn and dusk 
are the times she likes to go out
into the cool, to her garden.

But these are the times forbidden –
mosquito hours. The allergy 
strips her rich fur.

She distrusts help, resists 
calendula cream or diluted 
lavender oil. Stalemate.

















Denuded on belly; thinning on paws, eyebrows and behind ears


Actually she is being treated by tablets crushed in her food, which will help even without the topical calendula cream. But I must not let her out at all during her preferred hours – and without the lavender oil to discourage the mozzies, I can't let her out at any time.

Written for Quadrille #25, dawn at dVerse.

19 December 2016

Safe from Storm

Here we are again, 
me and my small black cat.
She is licking her tail,
one leg stuck up high
beside her head …
now she is scratching
briskly behind an ear.

We are in our garden.
It is not yet wet,
but rain threatens to fall
from the closing-in sky.
Everything is still, in a dead
pause, as if fetching
power out of the air.

As without, not within!
I give her a pat,
watch her uncoil.
We know, by and by
the sky will rain hard,
make thunder. But, watching,
by then we’ll be inside our door.

She is enough companion
to soothe my heart
and keep it sweetly full.
I hope that also I
fulfil her deepest need.
Contentment is catching,
I trust, for me and for her.






4 November 2016

Small Cat Evening

Small cat in the evening sprawls or curls
on the newly-vacated chair at my desk
or next to me on the two-seater couch,
and finally on the other half of the bed.

On the newly-vacated chair at my desk
my smell, my warmth, my imprinted shape
are a comfort. And, she assumes equal authority.

Or next to me on the two-seater couch
she takes her place as my companion
sharing the time while I watch TV, as couples do.

And finally, on the other half of the bed,
she asserts that she belongs, it's her home too,
she has the right – also, we have the love.























Linking to the Tuesday Platform for 15 Nov. 2016 at 'Imaginary garden with real toads'

Small Cat Every Morning


Small cat goes every morning
to examine the tranquil garden:
around, behind, underneath the leaves,
down paths and into corners.

To examine the tranquil garden
needs close inspection, and takes time.
She returns often to my chair, for pats.

Around, behind, underneath the leaves
she may discover new gardenia buds
or lizards. She looks back at me, to say, 'See!'

Down paths and into corners
I watch her explore with nose and alert ears.
She likes to make sure it's safe for her and me.





















A trimeric, the latest Poetic Asides challenge.


Linking to the Tuesday Platform for 8 Nov. 2016 at 'imaginary garden with real toads'.

18 October 2016

Continuity

Me and my cat are lounging here again,
enjoying the gentle warmth of mid-Spring
under the porch roof in our back garden,
listening to next-door’s radio sing
cheerful melodious pop – a morning
like so many others, yet each one new ...
old and new – the sun that shone, wind that blew,
clouds that wafted leisurely overhead,
somehow become permanent, though they flew
past; stretching yesterdays, archived not dead.

29 September 2016

My Little Shadow

I have a little shadow that goes in and out with me 
– Robert Louis Stevenson

My black cat shadows me 
wherever I am,
or begs I accompany her
to favourite spots,
even outdoors.

Our enclosed back garden 
feels like freedom –
as much freedom 
as she, fearful, chooses.

Is it a cage 
when you choose it,
freedom if you don't?















Written simultaneously for Quadrille# 17, Shadow at dVerse 
and Midweek Motif: Two Souls: Caged and Free at Poets United



19 August 2016

Moon and Cat

The small black cat with white whiskers
always wants to go out into the night
even in daunting cold, like this.

Last night I said yes. It was the first night
of a full moon that fell (if we're being exact)
this morning. (Or, I suppose, rose.) Anyway

we went together into my tiny garden, where, 
over the roof, in the east, the moon appears.
I cast circle. I made ritual. I spoke prayers. 

My cat patrolled the fences, examined extremities,
then sat at the circle’s edge and watched 
with calm interest. She came back inside

when I called her name. I thought she might not.
I thought she might want to stay out there
in the friendly dark, talking to plants and the moon.

But she came, with her usual wariness, bravely
over the dangerous lintel (maybe two centimetres
high from the ground) because I called. I was proud.

Tonight I went elsewhere. This was the second
night of full moon (after the morning moonrise
in between). I celebrated with my sisters –

who danced and sang, honoured the earth,
prayed, meditated, and laughed together.
The moon, at that point, was large and golden.

Then I came home to the small black cat
with the white whiskers. She scampered about
in joy to see me, and begged to go out the back.

So we went again to look at the moon
together, witch and cat. It was high and bright,
smaller and whiter than earlier, in clear, cool air.

My cat – who is named Selene, for the moon –
stalked the perimeters, listened intently
for any suspicious sounds, then came again

to stay near, as I said a few words of thanks
to the earth and the moon, and the garden. 
At last I made a small calling noise. We came in.

I poured red wine. I broke off two pieces
of dark chocolate. Selene ate cat biscuits,
which she likes. She skittered, and tossed her toys.

Then she came and stretched out at my feet,
playing with the leg of the chair. She looked up
into my face. And I looked back at her.



















Written in response to Poets United's Midweek Motif: Cats

31 July 2016

'Because It Is My Heart ...'

I place it in a small, enclosed garden
with a view of sky
and expansive trees.
Twined vines
dangle orange trumpets 
down the surrounding fences.
(Winter flowers. In Spring
will come pale, floppy stars.)
My black cat with white whiskers 
is here too – because.


























10 lines for Because It Is My Heart – Micro Poetry at 'imaginary garden with real toads'.

Title from Stephen Crane: 'The Black Riders and Other Lines' (though his use of it is very different from this!).


20 July 2016

Sevenling (My Favourite Music)

Nothing made Freya happier
than to snuggle between Andrew and me,
purring all night in deep rhythm.

Later, when Andrew and Freya were gone,
Levi would curl up next to me and purr.
Now he too has left me; they are all gone.

My new cat is wary, and shares the bed silently.


Yes I know, comparisons are odious, and the new cat is gradually getting more trusting and affectionate. (She did purr the other night while sitting on my lap, as I wrote two poems ago.) I love her – and I still miss the others.

A sevenling for dVerse. We were asked to write about music.

14 July 2016

Breakthrough!

My new cat, who has in her past 
been abused and abandoned,
has chosen to remain silent – 
until, tonight on my lap,
for the very first time she made 
faint but continual purring.
















(We were actually on the couch at the time, but I certainly wasn't going to disturb the moment by taking a photo, so this on the bed, is the most similar one I've got.)

The Settling In

(The first six months)

She is running all over the house just now 
like a kitten, although she is eight –
well middle-aged for a cat – 
and has been a mother.

I don’t know what became
of her kittens. I don’t know why 
she won’t purr or miaow. Or who taught her
to cringe away if I even raise my voice.

‘You’re very expressive,’ I told her,
‘with your eyes and body, but if I’m busy 
I might not notice you want something. 
Either miaow, or mind-shout louder.’

She makes her own choices. Instead,
if I don’t immediately see her needs 
and respond, now she runs up to me,
tapping my leg with a gentle, insistent paw.

She’s a spectacular beauty. Maybe that
got her saved and homed, until at last
fate brought her to me. I think
we were meant for each other.

We have learned the right moments
for her to sit on me, and me to croon and pat.
We have learned to know when both of us, 
old girls set in our ways, need space.

Sometimes, now, I can pick her up
and hold her, and she doesn’t struggle.
(But I keep it brief.)  She likes me nearby
when she spends time outside. I oblige.

A wise woman told me she is my witch cat,
my new familiar. ‘You are equal partners,
not one overpowering the other.‘ I wait.
Perfect love and trust are almost here.























I'm linking this to Poets United's Poetry Pantry #313


7 July 2016

Return to the Winter Garden

My new cat has enticed me
to come and sit with her
right now, in our courtyard garden.

Bright orange, the trumpet creeper 
is climbing my neighbour's tree.
Not my job to tell him, and I'm sure
he can see, so I settle back to enjoy.

Once, a huge monitor lizard
climbed it too, and lay all afternoon
along a branch. Earlier today
I heard the fat dove coo,
that lives over there. Luckily

my cat, Selene, doesn't hunt – not
if it means scaling fences. She
is no longer young. Nor am I.

It's a lovely, sunny winter afternoon,
not so cold as yesterday. A plane
drones lazily over. It's nearly four years;
I hardly remember the pain of them –

those years of coming here to my garden
and your large absence meeting me. 
And in noticing how I don't remember,
I do remember – and I turn from that
into today, and peace, and my new cat.


















I'm linking this poem to Poets United's Poetry Pantry #311

17 April 2016

Remnants

My new black cat
follows me into the kitchen.
She tries to persuade me
she is owed food.
I look at her rounded belly
and refuse. With only a brief glare,
she accepts this and strolls back 
to her chair beside the computer. 
She likes to be where I am. 
That is her safety, so far.



















In the empty kitchen I see
my old black cat, who was with me
17 years. He is rattling cupboard doors, 
banging them one by one with his nose.
He knows it won't make them open;
it is a message to me, like prisoners
clanging metal mugs on a bench.
Other times, he sprawls on the spare bed
at the far end of the house. He doesn't need
proximity, to feel connected.












He is only here in my mind now.

My new girl cat
looks out through the flywire screen
at the front yard and the street.
Dogs bark. Other cats squall, fighting.
She stays indoors. I indulge her.
She looks out instead to the back garden:
a small space where nothing happens
except the growth of weeds.
Bored, she goes back to her chair.
I won't force the issue.
















My last girl cat,
who was with me 16 years, 
wanders across the lawn
lifting her paws high and deliberately
out of the grass, like a dancer.
She is coming to greet me.
If I'm inside, she might well bring me
the fat corpse of a bird. 
Then I'll yell, and she’ll grip it 
and run back down the steps.

But she's only here in my mind, now.


















Go to sleep, my children.

Dear visitors, time to leave once more,
until your next look in.
I will be here.
Dear newcomer, take the time you need.
We are neither of us young, but we have
whatever remains to be …
the whole of our lives.

















Written for Day 16 of Poetry Month at 'imaginary garden with real toads' – about remains, remaining, or remainders.