I’d make curlicues and flourishes.
It would sound aloud
quite different from English. If.
My Mum said she topped the class
in Sanskrit; showed me old notebooks
in her schoolgirl script.
Poor little Anglo-Indian girl,
she didn't want to be mixed,
liked to be thought Colonial.
Me, I look white, but I'd have liked
long black hair, dark eyes,
and a smooth brown skin.
Product of my locality and time,
I disapprove of Colonial,
and I sometimes think
I'd like to have learned to write Sanskrit
in a schoolyard under banyan trees
in Puri in Orissa, long ago …
April Poem A Day Challenge 2014, day 14: "If I Were ..."
Lovely poem!! The last stanza esp...the longing so beautifully shown.
ReplyDeleteWell if not then...then why not today! It is never too late to learn a language....but frankly I struggled with Sanskrit during school days!
Thank you for your kind comment and the suggestion. Intriguing thought, but I think it might be hard to find teachers in Australia, and truthfully, at 74 I want to focus on writing in English. It's just a wistful fantasy, really. I did visit Puri in 1998, and recognised some places from the old family photo albums, so that was special.
DeleteI love the way you brought forward those tender memories/wishes.
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