(Ghosts and Maypoles)
Up there in the top half of the world
Up there in the top half of the world
soon
it will be the merry month of May.
There
are still folk who will dance
on
May Day around a Maypole. Some
will
still call it Beltane, and know
the
pole as phallic. Here, however –
this
is the night of Samhain. I just
spoke
to my brother, by text. He is
far
away; but still, like me, Southern
Hemisphered.
Today, separately,
we
both remembered our parents.
They
have been dead a long time.
But
their ghosts visited. Only today,
I
finally recalled some trifling ways
they
helped me, looked after me.
I
felt grateful after all. It could have
been
worse. I guess I forgave at last.
My
brother still can’t. This I understand.
And
I’m sitting here counting the ways
it
affected me too, for the rest of my life.
I
didn’t set places for them, but I do
wish
their souls peace, and wish
they
return again behind that veil.
What’s
done is done. It is over.
For
me there came also, today,
the
three dead husbands – all
welcome,
even the first – and various
other
friends and lovers. These
I
celebrate, these I thank. With these
I’d
happily dance round a Maypole.
Written simultaneously for Yesterday Never Dies at 'Dark Poetry for the Cruellest Month' and Poetizing the Maypole at 'imaginary garden with real toads'.
Wiccan pentacle image freely available in public domain